S o r r y

i am at the middle

of nowhere..
don't know where to
start my new life
now that am without you

i know it is awkward to say but
i am still hoping
for your return
i am still holding to the
pieces of my heart
that has been broked by you

i am still praying
that this heart that
is once been your part
will be with you
for the rest of my life..

if only i can erase
the fact what you've
done to me was easy to
be forgiven..
i maybe holding you now
as close and tightly as i could..

at this very moment..
my tears is running
down my face..
the face that once
you've touch..
the face that once
you've kissed..

it is so hard..

hard to ease the
pain i am feeling
at this time..

i know..
I've hurt you..
many times..
and i admit..
i have flaws which
maybe the reason
why decided to left me..

i understand..

i understand even if
it tears me apart..
and worst killed me..

at this point.
me,myself don't know
what is my plan.
because my mind only knows.
our plan..
the plan that is combined
by the mind of the two of us ..

the house..
the children..
the place..
and even our
future dates for
the incoming years for us together..

but we are now separate lives
new life
new journey
hatreds and happiness..
without each other hands..

i would like to take
this opportunity..
to thank you for the love
the pain..
the sufferings..
you've done to make me stay..

also for the memories
memories which will be tied
to my heart and to my whole entire life

sorry that i failed to love
you more than myself.
sorry for disappointing you..
sorry for not giving you your part..
sorry for my selfish acts..

but this time..

i'll give it all back
back to where you should be..
and where you belong..
and my last word will be..
I LOVED YOU,
SORRY for making you
love me too.